Hello, hi, remember me? Kenyan mama on a fitness journey?
I have been quiet I know, I haven't posted in a while.... I had travelled. I know that's no excuse, there was internet network where I was...but it was difficult to find time. I did manage to find time to workout though :-P I improved my running speeds as well though I felt like I was cheating running at sea level on almost flat terrain when I'm more accustomed to higher altitudes with hills.
But that's not the point.
This week I am a beginner.
After all my fitness posts, my resolutions, my lectures, my know it all attitude.... I am in so much pain I could cry. But my pride won't let me.
I concentrated on cardio for the last two months, not having anything heavier than my own body weight to train with, my strength gains begun to diminish.
But I could never forget the feeling I get when I can hardly complete that last rep and push myself so that I can make a complete repetition. Oh, this love affair with iron, it is impossible to beat.
So I went, and I touched, and I held and I lifted, and I cried (almost)
WTF? DOMS (because I assume a beginner googled this....
delayed onset muscle soreness) can feel this bad? I might have over done it....scrap that, I over did it for sure, starting with legs, squatting at 70 percent of my max, who does that after a two month hiatus...and I live five floors up. *******< Insert curse word Plus I have a very very active toddler ****** ****** < Insert two curse words.
So if you're a beginner, and you've read this far, I understand your pain, and I understand the need to quit or to opt for something easier.
But the pain does not last forever. I have been at this long enough to know, the beginning is the hardest. Stick through it, have a warm shower. Most lifters will say they are proud they never pop a pill, and they will say it in a way that makes you think....you twit! you just want to show you're better than me....let me tell you, no shame in popping a pill in the beginning, or using topical muscle pain relief. I don't, but not because I'm the twit who wants to look super fit, only because if I get injured, I don't want to have that covered with pain killers so I won't know the severity.
I won't quit, and neither will you.
Have an active day!